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( Mar. 15th, 2009 12:37 pm)
The funeral went ok, It was beautiful and the funeral director kept everything going in a smooth fashion so there were no weird pauses or anything at the service. One of Erma's sisters in a wheelchair likes to make scenes, they only let her pass by the casket once and the whole family threw death glares so she wouldn't fall out all "OH HELP ME JESUS" kind of way.

It was really cold and raining yesterday. I didn't get out at the burial site I had a huge wave of nausea come over me. Also because of the cold ( it was like 45 degrees outside ) my legs and arms and feet were tingling like crazy cuz of the Oxaliplatin stuff. Me and Patrick didn't feel like going to the gathering afterwards and I wasn't feeling well so we ducked out and came home. Patrick doesn't like being around alot of people, and I wasn't in the mood to meet a bunch of family and shake hands.

I read my tribute to her, and Patrick got up and spoke finally, after many "get your ass up now" kind of glances from me. He was sitting with the paul bearers so I didnt get to sit by him in the service. It was good though, cuz he sat by his brother who definitely wouldn't have made it through the service without Patrick talking to him.

So we made it through the hardest part. Now we just let time heal our hearts.
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( Mar. 15th, 2009 11:01 pm)
Watching Patrick play resident evil 5 on playstation 3 is so hilarious. He's on bluetooth playing with his friend Brandon co-op. So he's talking to Brandon on bluetooth and I see him peeking around a corner and then hear:

Patrick: "Huh? What the fuck is Oh shit? OH SHIT WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?! Awww fuck I'm dead."

They gave these motherfuckin' zombies GUNS in this resident evil. SNIPER ZOMBIES, imagine that.

Patrick goes back to work tomorrow, he was on paid time off + bereavement leave for his grandma. I'll have the xbox to myself to play, he played most of this week while I helped his mom with funeral stuff. Patrick's birthday is this coming Tuesday, St. Patrick's day. I don't think he'll feel up to celebrating, but I'll get him a card and maybe take him something to work unexpected. Don't think he'll be feeling up to celebrating much.

Gary ( my brother) wants to give me money to buy Halo Wars. I dunno how that will turn out, I have never been good at fps ( first person shooter ) I'm willing to give it a go though, if for anything comedic value at how fuckin terrible I'll be haha. We'll see, would be cool if I can actually get good and pwn some people. Seems the only fighting game I've been decent at is Tekken, but Tekken 6 doesn't come out till November or something I think.

I was nautious as fuck today. It's gotten to the point where when I am talking and I say the word Oxaliplatin I immediately feel physically ill and have to pull my mind away from chemo or I just might barf.
It was like 50 degrees and rainy here today. When I went outside, breathing in the cold air made my chest feel all tingly and fucked up. I also felt like that at the funeral on Saturday, the cold effects of that stuff have really been bothering me these past 2 days. Last week was so nice and it was starting to actually get hot again. I can't wait till these cold fronts leave and we can get back to Spring weather.

This is all for now.


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